sooo things still not getting any better without u here infact each day that goes by without u just gets harder and harder. I honestly dont know what im going to do without u. U were my best friends and the only person i ever want to talk to coz u were the only one who could everything better. What will i do now!! I miss and love you with all my heart, not one minute has passed where i do not think of you. I just cant believe u have been gone this long but it still hasn't sunk in. Tears r still as strong as the day you left and i don't think anyone will ever accept that ur not here any more i know i wont. U were and still are the most special person and i was privileged to have had you as my mum xxxx