I miss you everydaya Mum, I would give anything to erase the past and have you here with us. I hate that you are not here to watch your little treasures so beautifully. They still talk bout u all the time especially Beth, i know you was worried that Talia wont remember you but she will ill make sure of it! She still kisses pics of u all the time. I am so proud that she had a Nanny as special as you and that i was so privileged to have had such an amazing role model and Mum like you. I will never be able to put in words how much i miss you and how much you will always mean to me. I love you sooooooooo much and wish with all my heart u was still here. I hope u can see us and are lookin down on us which i know u would be! Still forever heartbroken Nikki xxx