6 weeks have gone and not a minute has passed where i haven't thought of u and wanted u here so bad. The only thing that helps is to know your not in pain anymore but doesnt help much i have top say!! You will never know how much i loved you and still do. I just wish you was here its so unfair that your not. Mum i love you so much and can not even put into words how much i miss you i will never get over loosing you i just hope that i will se you again one day. I am lost and have a huge part of me missing without you! xx