Hi mummy still writing on her as i want to talk to you and text u all the time so i gathered this is the only other option i have. Miss you mum things r getting harder without u here and not one minute passes when i dont think of u. Im keeping busy so not to cry all the time. Getting things done that i so should have done for u when u was here but hopefully im doing it all the way u would have wanted it. Talia still looks up at the sky and says nanny and she kisses a photo of u all the time. Like you wanted and i promised i tell her often how much her nanny loved her and how much you wouold be missing her. I looked at a picture of u earlier and still can not believe that is all i can do to see you. Im so heartbroken mum and i can not begin to explain how much we all miss and love you. We all knew this day would come but u overcome it so much to actually think that the day has been just doesn't seem real at all. I thought that u would always beat it, how naive i really was. I would not be who i am today without you mum n i hope to carry whatever part of u i have in me forever and pass them all on to talia. Love you with all my heart forever your heartbroken daughter xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx until i see you again xxxx