Hello my angel,just checking in as we always did.Well I still cannot beleive you are not here by our side it hurts like hell. I wake up in the morning and think I must tell deb,and then it hits me hard!!!but I think what you would say and it would be'think of the godd times and be strong darling'I miss you my lovely so much it is unbearable,I dont think the pain will ever fade,you have left such a big gap in all our lives.It's a real comfort to see the girls as they each have your special qualities so part of you is here as you live on in them,and you will be so proud I know you will be looking down and smiling.They are amazing but then you always said they were. I promise to always be here for them and nanny glo so dont you go worrying.You just rest now. I miss you pal and hering your voice,and I will never forget you ever,I was and always will be so lucky to of had you in my life,my dear best pal.Sleep tight I love you my lovely always x