You know what deb,I seem to write the same on here,but I feel closer to you,and I always have a bloody good cry.Just so hard to explain to the few people that didnt know you,how I feel. And no-one knew me as well as you deb. So it is hard listening to friends that try to understand,but only you deb could make it all better,and say the right things. How are we ever going to accept that you are not here with us,I guess you would say'but I am,we just can't see you. So that is what I will tell myself,as you are and always will be in my heart deb,you were my best pal,mum,big sister,and I can't see you or hear your voice but you are there looking down keeping us all safe as you always did.Love you my Best pal xxx